paling rasa dihina

paling rasa dihina
bila
bawak myvi masuk highway

helikopter terbang bawak bendera
tersengih sengih saya
sambil bawak kereta
kurang sikit rasa dihina

setelah sebulan setengah

apa dah berlaku?

hidup lesu
hati beku
iman bisu

apa dah berlaku?

heh

baca
jangan lupa baca
apa apa sahaja

heh

minta maaf pengantin
tidak memenuhi jemputan
sobs
sobs sobs

heh

semua mengamuk
nak balik mesir!
nak balik mesir!
hatiku di mesir!
jiwaku di mesir!

apa lah
tak pernah dengar?
hujan emas di negeri orang
hujan batu di negeri sendiri
baik ....
padahal situasi mesir
macam hujan batu api dah haa

tarbiah mesir best?
suka suasana mesir?
imam dan kuliah di sana sini?

sampai bila nak kena suap?
sampai bila nak tunggu tarbiah datang?
sampai bila nak harap suasana sini aman damai penuh hikmah?
kalau sendiri tak nak ubah?
hah?


hihihi
itulah
saya memang selalunya ganjil
tak paham betul

heh

hari hari bual pasal syiah
macam keluarga syiah dah rasanya

heh

dapat duit
habis
dapat lagi
habis

heh

semua filem autism
tunjuk yang asperger
memang laaaaaa hampeh
asperger tu macam genius
tak payah tunjuk dekat dunia
tunjuk yang memang tokleh nak buat apa tu ha
baru orang tahu
macam mana nak bersyukur

heh

asal usul

'Dan Dia lah yang Berkuasa atas sekalian hambaNya (dangan tadbir dan takdir);..'

[6:18]

Al-Qahhaar: ( القهار )

 Maha Pemaksa, menggenggam segala sesuatu dalam kekuasaanNya

 serta memaksa segala makhluk menurut kehendakNya.

agaknya lah kan

Kaherah Mesir ni

ada kaitan tak?

selamat lah!

wanna have a hard heart ?

'(tetapi) kerana mereka melanggar janji,
maka Kami melaknat mereka,
dan Kami jadikan hati mereka keras membatu.'

[5:13]


it's a b******t
when people say
'hidayah tak sampai lagi'
'biasa je aku rasa solat aku ni?'
'aku kalau puasa ke tak puasa ke sama je maksiat aku?'
'baik tak payah baca terjemahan Quran,bukan basah pun hati aku ni'



see?
when you are the first one that resist God
when you are the first one that doesn't do what God wants
when you are the first one that doesn't want to obey God

then
He will make your heart hard
after you disobey Him
then
He will make your heart hard

check your heart now man!

please don't stop your dua

in dua

you'll have

tauhid uluhiyyah

tauhid rububiyyah

asma' wa assifat

excellente!

fazkuruuni azkurkum

ten points

I

medically speaking,
one of two of you
will never have a chance to say la ilah illa Allah
when you die

the only chance
is to say it now

II

what's worrying me is
not the day of judgement
what's worrying me is
my first night in the grave
-Usman ibn Affan

III

out of every 1000 people
999 of them go to Jahannam
-Hadith Muslim

IV

Sahabah asked 'Ya Rasulullah, where is my place in akhirah?'
Rasulullah said 'Jahannam'

why are we so deluded?

V

if you think you are going to Jannah
ask Allah for your death right now

we know what have we done
that's why we don't want to die

VI

how many of you
are sure that Allah is happy with you right now?

VII

1 of 4 people die because of cancer
1 of 3 people die because of heart failure
1 of 6 people die because of infection
1 of 4 people die due to drowning of pulmonary edema
1 of 3 people die because of tremendous pain

VIII

innama al a'malu bi al khawatim


IX

we use to pour water on the carpet
and we slept on it because of the heat (in Madinah)
we couldn't afford to buy even a fan

X

there is nothing more honorable than a dua

tafaddholi

blood donation

kerani: darah ni untuk siapa? tahu tak nama patient?

aku: tak tahu. takde rasanya

kerani: habis? ambil darah ni lillahi taala?

aku: ......